Friday, February 20, 2009

Am I being really childish?

So I recently joined Facebook and it is like one big high school reunion. It is really a blast from the past. There are people on there that I haven't seen or even thought about since high school, some of them I don't really even remember. Anyway, this one person on there invited me to an event. I knew this person from high school, but we were more like acquaintances rather than friends. She was more in the "popular" group and I was more in the "invisible" group. So, I am a little baffled by why she would invite me to this party. With that said, this party is really the kind of thing I would love to go to- it's a girl's weekend in a cabin on the lake with a boat and booze. It's right up my ally and something I never get to do. So I really want to go, but the scared little child inside me thinks "what if they're mean to me?" I remember being invited to this same person's slumber party when I was in 3rd grade and while I was sleeping they put toothpaste in my hair and when I got the invitation, that memory immediately came back to haunt me. This was like 25 years ago, surely these people are more mature than than now, right??

I know, I'm being really stupid and I should just go and have fun. We're all adults and I can handle it. Maybe I should brush up on my self defense skills just in case......(just kidding)